Pools of Sin
Swimming some of the pools -
There are so many!
So many things to do -
So many sinful things.
The surface looks so inviting,
But there are flows which will carry you under -
Drown you in the sin of the world -
The sin that you are now participating in.
The pools are all linked -
You believe you will never swim in one of those dirtied pools,
But once you enter one
Those nearby seem somehow cleaner -
More inviting.
I stand at the shore -
For I have been saved from drowning
More than a few times
By One who tells me not to go in again -
I listen,
But the water looks like so much fun sometimes:
I can see so many things in that water
That look so enjoyable.
Sometimes
It is easy to resist -
The ways of the marshes
Look simply perverted,
And I walk inland;
Other times
It does not seem so terrible
And I go for a wade
Before understanding
And pulling myself out;
But then are times
When it all becomes too much
And I dive straight in -
Knowing of the undercurrents
But not really caring.
When this happens
I descend once more into the depths
And the dry shore
Loses its hold on my heart.
Soon enough
I find that this swim
Is damaging me irreversibly,
And I wish again
For the safety and peace of the shore
Instead of the chaotic ways of these waters.
But I have lost my way -
I do not know which way the shore is.
So I search
On and off
Until one is sent to pull me in the right direction -
And am I ever thankful
To put my feet on the dry land.
I wash in the nearby Clean water
To rid myself of the dirt which lurks in those pools -
Swearing that I will never again swim those waters.
I can enjoy the land for a while -
Encouraged by those nearby -
It is when I go near to the shore again,
When others believe it is safe once more for me to be there,
That I begin to think again
On the fun that fills those endless pools -
I no longer remember the pain,
And no longer remember the joy that exists out here -
So much more than ever in there.
I begin to wander along the shore,
Yearning secretly -
Will those who love me come and pull me away?
Will I find some strength or reason to remain ashore?
Or will I wonder and lust until I submerge my soul again?
© R. A. W. S. Clarke
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