Ambiguous Enmity

		We have parted,
		And now she comforts herself 
		In the arms of another.
		Faces are changeable,
		The feeling will still be the same for her -
		Of comfort, security and a place to hide.
		I am not so lucky,
		I have only myself to console me.
		I have raging feelings to deal with,
		They are always hiding only just beneath 
		The thin surface of my mind:
		I still feel for her,
		But at the same time can't stand the sight of her.
		Anger brews inside of me,
		I find it comes easily to the forefront of my feelings
		Any time she is even mentioned:
		For the hurt she has done to me,
		For the hurt that I have let her do to me.
		I find myself looking at girls,
		In the hope that they might be able to offer me comfort
		Like that She has already found.