Snow white *
Is she purer than others I've met?
Less touched by the darkness
That travels this world so freely?
Or is it only that my mind-model of her
Dis-includes the taint
Because of her physical beauty?
Or maybe is she one of the blessed
Who takes forgiveness
And lets it redeem her fully
Rather than holding onto the threads
Dreading any recurrence.
I see her face
Smiling serenely at me -
I am drawn in by her seeming purity
And hold her above me in my mind
Because of her apparent piety and holiness -
Even though I know she cannot truly be an angel,
(For I have seen evil touch her life)
She seems to ride above the evils:
Trusting to His word,
Still following His path.
Maybe it is simply that I do not see
Her darker hours -
Those of doubt and depression
Where there is the largest chance
Of Direction faltering,
Of convictions doubting -
So maybe I am simply blind and unaware
Of the true situation -
Something that will do her little good...
But again,
To get too knowing or too judging of her
Might harm my reverence for her
Unnecessarily -
Getting the balance,
As with all things,
Is the problem.
Still now do I look back at her radiance
And wonder at her blessedness
And wondrous character...
Maybe it is that I see more of God in her
Than I have in others -
Or do I just find myself seeing more of God
Only in an effort to justify my desire?
© R. A. W. S. Clarke
* - this alludes to Isaiah 1:18 "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool."
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